I first came to Miananda via recommendation by a good friend of mine. I have only seen one or two therapists in my life and am not typically keen on sharing my life for months until someone feels that they know me enough to diagnose or help me. I have also been wary that the wrong person can certainly cause more harm than good, but since Miananda was highly recommended, I decided to give it a try.
I wanted help to finally find out what may be causing problems in my relationship with my mother, with insecurity, jealousy, and feelings of self worth. These issues were not present constantly, but there was a common theme: romantic relationships and alcohol. I never abused alcohol and when I was with friends, there were never issues. I was a fun drunk! When it came to a romantic relationship and an argument arose while drinking, all my insecurities seemed to pour out of me from some deep abyss of my soul. So when I came to Miananda, these were the key issues I wanted to resolve.
I was very surprised to find out that she has a different method and came to different conclusions immediately, simply by performing a kinetic exercise with me. I will never forget some of her first words to me: “You have a very dominating sexual energy.” I thought this was quite strange for a new therapist to say and wasn’t even sure what she meant by it. We continued on with the kinetic exercise which lead to the conclusion that I had been sexually abused. By the time I started working with Miananda, I had been practicing yoga for about one year and had definitely experienced changes in my body as well as the opening or release of deeply stored memories in my muscles.
While I never thought it a possibility or even had memory of a sexual trauma, my body held that memory and began to answer for itself. The name of my abuser even came to mind effortlessly, a person I hadn’t thought of in eons. After the first session, I had many questions and doubts. I didn’t accept this conclusion immediately and even felt angry that Miananda might assert this. I wasn’t sure if I would return. I analyzed many things in my life, as well as behaviors that never made sense to me. Something in me felt it was the truth and I decided to try at least one more session.
I am now extremely happy that I did, because since then I have been able to heal and grow in ways I never thought possible with Miananda. She is an extraordinarily gifted healer and Master. The energy she works with and power she wields is so great. She is able to discern trapped emotions that may block us from our highest good, even the amount of emotions, what age they were conceived, and at times what caused them. I have learned that some of our blocks and negative programming are not even from this lifetime, but with Miananda’s help transmitting the Godhead, Ascended Masters, Angels, and other light beings, we can be reprogrammed.
I never mentioned in the beginning that I was living as a gay woman and still have a female partner, however since working with Miananda my posture has changed, my body language, even my desires have become more “straight.” I am not suggesting the entire gay population was sexually abused nor minimizing the struggle homosexual people face with living against the grain of society. In my case, I do feel noticeably different even physically in my own body, as well as my desires. I do feel the abuse influenced my orientation even though I had no conscious recollection of it, nor did I fear or hate men. I have a wonderful father who has always provided an exemplary example of what a man should be.
Aside from this major shift, I also feel more confident and don’t feel unworthy anymore, or have episodes while drinking. I never had an explanation before as to why I felt insecure in romantic relationships because when I saw my qualities on paper, I considered myself to be a very desirable person. I learned now that sometimes there are deeper issues that keep us from experiencing the depth of self love as it is meant to be.
As I keep working with Miananda, we continue to delve deeper, not only for healing but also for growth and mentorship. She is a true spiritual guide and angel on this earth. I didn’t think it was possible for someone to have her abilities, aside from JESUS of NAZARETH. Another such example of her healing was for some stomach problems for several years diagnosed as IBS. Even the best gastroenterologists had nothing to say or could really assist me. In just one session with Miananda, she was actually able to visualize the exact valve in my stomach that was malfunctioning and unblocked it energetically! I couldn’t believe that finally I was free of this terrible problem after spending so much on doctors. My stomach began to return to normal almost immediately. I only now have occasional flare ups under extreme stress.
Yet another issue she helped me with was long time polycystic ovarian syndrome. I have even had hemorriagic cysts that landed me in the hospital as well as irregularity and extreme pain my whole life. Doctors always want to put me on birth control but that had even worse side effects. When I asked Miananda if she could help, the answer was a resounding yes. She never shies away or backs down from any issue as she understands the Divine power she is able to channel. She explained that this was yet another effect of my sexual abuse and losing the connection with my “sacred blood.” Again, in one session working on releasing all the issues and emotions causing problems for this area of my body, my cycle returned to normal, I never needed medication, my pain was reduced during menstruation, and it has been this way already for about six months! This for me was truly a miracle of God and taught me just how perfect the human body was designed to be.
Miananda has been a blessing and I know without her, I would not have been able to heal or achieve such results so rapidly. One has to be willing to face their problems head on and be prepared emotionally and physically. These healings can be intense and WILL alter your life and elevate your consciousness. Some friends and family around you may not understand this process, but I fully trust that my life is altered for my highest good and to move closer to my real self, created by God in perfection, and equipped to utilize my gifts as a fellow light worker for the good of the planet.
Thank you for all you have done and brought to my life Miananda, I love you.
Erin Fabian Author/ Writer Miami Beach, FL May 24, 2016